| Booringness.. thats life at school these days. P&A Night is tommorow and I haven't got tickets for it yet. Suzie's gonna ask those in charge for the tickets. I'm at school now as you may have guessed. Amelia's beside me trying to get into blocked sites.(Friendster, etc. xD) Everyday it's just dotadotadota here. They could try something else =P. I'll be dropping another entry on my friendster blog tonight. Laters. |
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| Well, i'm back posting on Xanga after what seems to be approximately
a year already. *Shrugs* (I forgot ok?!).I won't be posting much
here. It's mostly on Friendster blogs that I do.
I really don't know whether I feel happy or sad about streaming. That
was at first. But then. As the year draws to an end, and the friendship
in the class strengthens(In my opinion), realization dawns on me that
we might not be seeing much of each other anymore. I really hope that
every single one of us will do well and be lucky in whatever we do
wherever, whenever in the future. I really hate this feeling. I want to
shout out loud but there's no place to do so. Perhaps there'll be a
place for me to live without all this. No one'll ever know.
I sometimes wonder if people hate me. I wish they would tell me if
there are. There are so many masks around the whole world that its
confusing sometimes. I'm starting to wish that I am not me.
I'm also so dissapointed with myself. I want to do more for my friends,
but i've just realised that i'm powerless to do so. The bitterness of
regretfulness, jealousy, sadness. What's wrong with me? I don't know.
Life is just a river of despair and depression. There's so much more I
want to write but I just can't find words for them.
I need my best friend. I didn't want to do everything but I just had to. Please. Just talk to me! Where are you?
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| its been a while! ^^ its just b4 exams... and this will be my last
update b4 the exam...been play auroRO! ^^ lvl142 h.wiz and 124 sin
cross... bored lyk shyt.. aniway.. jus tot of updatin... gtg study
now.. cia0-zz
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| wahaha.... im in skool... its jus after assembly and.. well.. were in ict! i came back from camp yesterday.... well... im so tired..... keng guan was shouting the whole nite on saturday and well.. he lost his voice.. gg...arghh.. i wanna sleep ler.. din wana come actualli.. but well.. wut can i do..ani way... there was a formal dinner.. i wore this jacket like thing dat was for keng guan... but.. sumhow.. it fitted me perfectly.. how i duno la.. LoL.. ah well.. i'll jus do my work.. bb |
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